you're the direction i follow to get home
when i feel like i can't go on, you tell me to go
and it's like i can't feel a thing without you around
and dont mind me if i get weak in the knees
cause you have that effect on me, you do. i love you ain. i love you ain. i love you ain. i love you ain. i love you ain. i love you ain. i love you ain. i love you ain. i love you ain. i love you ain. i love you ain. i love you ain. i love you ain. i love you ain. i love you ain. i love you ain. i love you ain. i love you ain. i love you ain. i love you ain. i love you ain. i love you ain. i love you ain. i love you ain. i love you ain. i love you ain. i love you ain.

i can continue doing this for 365 days. im not good at expressing feelings so this is it. &
there is a friend that i miss so much.
in the past, we use to talk, laugh, go out
& possibly everything that friends could
ever do. but now when we unintentionally
bump into each other, there is this awkward
silence & then both of us walk away. i wanted
talk to you but you kept walking away so fast
that made me feel hopeless for me to even try.
i miss you, friend=( im a boy.
a mere kid living at the back end of the street.
im known as nothing in this world.
ive got no friends, no one
that could i could share my problems with.
only animals & birds are my friend.
one day, i came across a girl named, katy.
i approached her & introduce myself.
minutes later, we became friends.
it seems like we were friends from the past.
we had alot to talk about.
everythings seems to be going nice &
then six months later, she told me that she
is suffering from leukaemia & that she has only
a few months to live if she doesnt find a bone marrow
that matches with hers. i felt devastated.
she was the only person that i can pour my heart, thoughts,
feeling, sadness & happiness. i told her that im going
to donate mine to her. but sadly it doesnt match hers.
at her deathbed, i didnt talk to her. i kept staring into her eyes.
katy said " i never had a chance to say this to you & im going
to say it now. i love you."
tears start to roll down my eyes as her soul fades away.
i love you was the last thing that she said. i always get blame for everything.
im always insulted with stupid,weirdo,idiot,slow,random,asking-telling wrong things,loser,emo.
well WHATEVER to you people huh. i dont mind being call all this cause i am the one with the character. i walk alone thats my problem not you.

one love. If I'm mean. I like him. If I'm nice. I like him. If I talk to him. I like him. The world is never satisfied is it? It's always accusations of being a flirt or liking someone, when you clearly don't.

Labels: ain wirdawati

i miss your smile.
i miss your stupidity.
i miss your clumsiness.
i miss your text messages.
i miss your laughter.
i miss your voice.
i miss your hugs.
i miss your scent.
i miss your everything(?)



i miss you.

nurain wirdawati binte azmi .

Labels: i miss nazrelli

hey there.
i was going through peoples blog when i found one site with a post that somehow i think i should feel offended or ignore cause i think its referring to someone/me maybe but god knows who. i think you need to grow up. its time you talk straight to the face if you got any misunderstanding because beating around the bush is bullshit. do you know that people will suffer depression if you tend to talk belit-belit?(whatever it is). cause what you said will make the opposite thinking to himself/herself what the fuck or who the fuck are you talking about. i know its your blog/tumblr/livejournal where you can do what you like but "be a man, do the right thing". haha, i got that from russell peters. okay, after reading what i wrote, i realised that im beating around the bush too but its to make that person feel how i felt. being indirect can make you go nuts.

ifeelverystupid.ifeelveryheartless.ifeelveryrestless.ifeellikeineedsomething.
thesepastfewdays,ikeepgettingtheseannoyingbrainknocksontheleftside.itfeelsveryshittypain.
iaskmyselfsometimeswhydoigetallthis.ifashotintheheadwouldendallthis,i'dbegrateful.
aboutthetrustthing,imsorry,ishouldhavetrustyou.imatfault.iknowithappenedbackthenbutimlettingitout
now.myphoneisbeingabitch.itsdyingonme.prepaidalsocondemnedbutdontworrybytonighti'lltopup.
imustbeasomebodytobetypingthisway.ifyouguysfindithardtoread,imsorry.dingdongkelalaping.
qwertyuiopiloveyounurainwirdawativerymuchmorethanmysmellybolstermyphonemycomputer&myselfasdfghjkl
zxcvbnmletmemakeituptoyousoonbabybythisweekendqwertyuiop. i dont know whats my motive in this post. brain is as blank as fuck.
ive got alot of things that i dont want to do now such as
-talking.
-sleeping.
-eating.
-go to school.
-tv.
-wake up in the morning.
-internet.
-saving up money.

i just want to let off steam now such as
-shopping.(the best of the best choice)
-sky diving.
-gig.
-drink(not the best option at all)

im sorry too.

posted by : nurain wirdawati.

im a creep.
im a weirdo.
what the the hell am i doing here?
i dont belong here.
i just wish to be alone.
far apart from reality. to:Jeriah Bte Ismail.



Agyness Deyn !

post by : nurain wirdawati =)

i may be a muslim but i have a liking for dogs. not lying.
these people in the video whom originated from china & south korea are
mainly chinese. im not talking bout all the chinese , only these heartless bunch
of people in the video. every living things have the right to live. im just ashamed
that such human-beings do exist. i dont understand why they kill to just satisfy themselves & better still, they never regret. fucking sadistic people.
in china, there is no law about animal cruelty. pity them, too bad they are born with no heart & feelings. now, i fucking hate china ! you heard that ? im gonna go on a fucking war with you people motherfucker ! yesterday was christopher loh jia hui's bday.
we celebrated his bday at exactly 12 midnight.
chris,faris,hairi,iszwan,ajie,mussybart,lufee,rahman & me were there.
celebrated at a coffee shop which in some way , it was very cool.
ajie's dream came true except that , the Nasi Lemak was replaced with chicken wing with rice set.
& you know i know la brother.
well i didnt stay over cause i got class in the morning.
but apparently , i didnt go to school cause i got some shit going on in my body.
so yeahh , what the fuck . should have stayed on .
once again , happy bday chris!